On a Bed of Spiderwebs
On a Bed of Spiderwebs
 This one is for the trees And I was so ashamed that everyone could see That I'm a lonesome uprooted crippled burned down sorted to pieces dying tree
This one is for the trees And I was so ashamed that everyone could see That I'm a lonesome uprooted crippled burned down sorted to pieces dying tree
It is problematic to consume without caution
It is problematic to consume without caution
 From here I can see our mistakes
From here I can see our mistakes
This place
This place
 Intimate Aggression with Quenton Stuckey
Intimate Aggression with Quenton Stuckey
 They emanate from the place
They emanate from the place
 SPILL SPACE: Otion Front Studio Residency// Movement Sessions
SPILL SPACE: Otion Front Studio Residency// Movement Sessions
Mourning mother
Mourning mother
 Comfortably Familiar
Comfortably Familiar
So much I've been hiding
So much I've been hiding
 How Could You
How Could You
 The elaboration of emotions in visual-motor representations help us to work through the uncertainty independently of cognition
The elaboration of emotions in visual-motor representations help us to work through the uncertainty independently of cognition
For those who seek to be transformed rather than entertained
For those who seek to be transformed rather than entertained
 Serious Life Decisions
Serious Life Decisions
Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
 We are only as good as our tools
We are only as good as our tools
Choreographed by Pain
Choreographed by Pain
 I don't believe in anything but my own intuition
I don't believe in anything but my own intuition
 I am not afraid This is not suffering This is not pain I have no regrets My heart leaves nothing behind Thank you Thank you Thank you
I am not afraid This is not suffering This is not pain I have no regrets My heart leaves nothing behind Thank you Thank you Thank you
 Progress is painfully slow
Progress is painfully slow
 Embodied Land
Embodied Land
 Take the help you can get
Take the help you can get
 Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
 Oversaturated and flushed with fever, you are not tired, you are drained
Oversaturated and flushed with fever, you are not tired, you are drained
 You are dead. You are reading this but you are dead.
You are dead. You are reading this but you are dead.
Scorpion Queen
Scorpion Queen
 It struggles painfully against its own conditioning
It struggles painfully against its own conditioning
 A dance till death
A dance till death
 Seek exquisite efficiency
Seek exquisite efficiency
 Entering BERLIN
Entering BERLIN
Casual Melancholia
Casual Melancholia
OH HOW I MISS YOU
OH HOW I MISS YOU
 My body is not mine; it is your dollhouse to play in. It has been taken from me. It belongs to all
My body is not mine; it is your dollhouse to play in. It has been taken from me. It belongs to all
 Memories:: between honesty and lies
Memories:: between honesty and lies
 Expanding
Expanding
On a bed of spiderwebs I think of how to change myself
On a bed of spiderwebs I think of how to change myself
 The subconscious is speaking
The subconscious is speaking
 Death doesn't come at the end, it's been growing inside you all along
Death doesn't come at the end, it's been growing inside you all along
 As a child I believed I could speak to the trees, hear the moon, and see the whispers of energy living things left behind
As a child I believed I could speak to the trees, hear the moon, and see the whispers of energy living things left behind
 An unquiet mind never sleeps
An unquiet mind never sleeps
 SPILL SPACE: : Otion Front Studio Residency//Performance
SPILL SPACE: : Otion Front Studio Residency//Performance
Dwelling in the realm of the human spirit
Dwelling in the realm of the human spirit
You know who you are
You know who you are
 Hazey Daze
Hazey Daze
 On the fifth day she ran through 8lbs of hot glue
On the fifth day she ran through 8lbs of hot glue
Arts Letters and Numbers: Day One of Residency
Arts Letters and Numbers: Day One of Residency
Nonverbally with you
Nonverbally with you
 I Wonder If They all Came Out of the Wallpaper as I Did
I Wonder If They all Came Out of the Wallpaper as I Did
 A heavy charge
A heavy charge
 Complete but not finished
Complete but not finished
 These Houses are Alive
These Houses are Alive
 Let meaning be immanent
Let meaning be immanent
 "hush"
"hush"
 The monster you lie with is your own
The monster you lie with is your own
 Big Cheese - Thank You
Big Cheese - Thank You
 This house is alive
This house is alive
 I'm healing in here
I'm healing in here
 The mind will disobey the heart and your entire body will let you know
The mind will disobey the heart and your entire body will let you know
 It is hard to move under all this heavy: Soundscape by : Causal Melancholia
It is hard to move under all this heavy: Soundscape by : Causal Melancholia
All I know is that it rained when I asked for rain
All I know is that it rained when I asked for rain
 Echoing Into the Past
Echoing Into the Past
 Suffering is Necessary
Suffering is Necessary
 Strength through introspection
Strength through introspection
 Shadow Licker
Shadow Licker
 Spitting Bits of My Soul
Spitting Bits of My Soul
 INter
INter
 Sleep is for the weak:: Tonight I will bring you the moon
Sleep is for the weak:: Tonight I will bring you the moon
 It didn't make sense until now
It didn't make sense until now
 Wait for the pain to be over
Wait for the pain to be over
 SHe
SHe
 Depression often feels like knowing too much
Depression often feels like knowing too much
 The only relief is dance or death
The only relief is dance or death
 More soft surrender less fight
More soft surrender less fight
 Herding in and out
Herding in and out
HEROINE
HEROINE
 Wounded Healer
Wounded Healer
 Shedding Skin and Harmful Stories under the Scorpio Moon
Shedding Skin and Harmful Stories under the Scorpio Moon
 Flooded Boundaries
Flooded Boundaries
Tried to be open, prefer to be closed
Tried to be open, prefer to be closed
Wishing to be no name I surrender this body Bleed me
Wishing to be no name I surrender this body Bleed me
Safety In Symmetry
Safety In Symmetry
 Battling with herself stuck in sendings that never reach destination Restore restore yourself
Battling with herself stuck in sendings that never reach destination Restore restore yourself
 With wisdom comes despair: Die Well
With wisdom comes despair: Die Well
 See the Unseeable::The wounded healer is no longer wounded
See the Unseeable::The wounded healer is no longer wounded
 My vulnerability is my strength
My vulnerability is my strength
Dangerously beautiful are metaphors to illusions
Dangerously beautiful are metaphors to illusions
 The more we are achieving advances in science, the more we seem to fear and deny the reality of death
The more we are achieving advances in science, the more we seem to fear and deny the reality of death
 Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
 Forgive me I have been lonely
Forgive me I have been lonely
 A disembodied being trying to tell you something
A disembodied being trying to tell you something
 I am a memory
I am a memory
 How do you want to die
How do you want to die
 NoBody Seeking to be EveryBody
NoBody Seeking to be EveryBody
 When body steals mind
When body steals mind
 What We Ignore Usually Persists
What We Ignore Usually Persists
 Building a tiny world in a space I've never seen with only the materials I could carry
Building a tiny world in a space I've never seen with only the materials I could carry
 How could you live for so long and still not get it
How could you live for so long and still not get it
 Arts Letters and Numbers:: In this place the past makes itself known
Arts Letters and Numbers:: In this place the past makes itself known
 If If we cannot deny death we may attempt to master it
If If we cannot deny death we may attempt to master it
 Tempelhof Airport: feeling the past
Tempelhof Airport: feeling the past
 Psychopomp//Collaboration with artist NIRE
Psychopomp//Collaboration with artist NIRE
 The inanimate world has such impeachable wisdom: no thought
The inanimate world has such impeachable wisdom: no thought
No Way Out
No Way Out
 Inherited Body
Inherited Body
 Bird Song
Bird Song
 A revelling walk
A revelling walk
 Measuring aspects of the personality by processing projections of the inner self
Measuring aspects of the personality by processing projections of the inner self
 IMPOROVE [d]
IMPOROVE [d]
 Exploration of the subconscious is a doorway to transformation
Exploration of the subconscious is a doorway to transformation
Take care of each other
Take care of each other
 Dancing in a German Death Garden
Dancing in a German Death Garden
 Raw Motion
Raw Motion
 Find me on the other side
Find me on the other side
Life as the dream
Life as the dream
 The mind took over to remember while the body waited for release
The mind took over to remember while the body waited for release
How many times did you say that to me
How many times did you say that to me
 A comfortable familiar: I found you at the market and I will try not to appropriate what is not mine
A comfortable familiar: I found you at the market and I will try not to appropriate what is not mine
 Echoing into the Past Everything fades away
Echoing into the Past Everything fades away
 The Breakdown
The Breakdown
 A Scream into the Abyss
A Scream into the Abyss
 The one who knows something knows they know nothing
The one who knows something knows they know nothing
Landscapes of Tsarimir
Landscapes of Tsarimir
Processing
Processing
 Keeping a secret hurts my insides
Keeping a secret hurts my insides
Aged blame
Aged blame
 Edited by fear
Edited by fear
 Desire to Disappear
Desire to Disappear
 Death as the awakening
Death as the awakening
 Lies they feed us have us running in circles
Lies they feed us have us running in circles
She lives in a past. A twin that doesn't know she isn't you.
She lives in a past. A twin that doesn't know she isn't you.
 I am a mirror
I am a mirror
Get Out
Get Out
 Our Fear of Death is Based on a Misunderstanding
Our Fear of Death is Based on a Misunderstanding
Lost Memory
Lost Memory
 Language in gestures
Language in gestures
Tempelhof Airport: Sometimes the past makes itself known
Tempelhof Airport: Sometimes the past makes itself known
 The Land adopts and you adapt
The Land adopts and you adapt
The added weight will make us stronger
The added weight will make us stronger
Intense and Isolated
Intense and Isolated
 Emanating from the place itself
Emanating from the place itself
Trying not to over think it
Trying not to over think it
You saw my body: Stupid girl he thought
You saw my body: Stupid girl he thought
Is this yours or mine
Is this yours or mine
 Don't go
Don't go
 The only dancing ape
The only dancing ape
 Dying is an opportunity
Dying is an opportunity
 Vulnerable
Vulnerable
Oh fuck, I was careless again
Oh fuck, I was careless again
 Deep Inside Her
Deep Inside Her
 Wait Wait all we do is wait
Wait Wait all we do is wait
What you see is not a reflection of my psychological state, it is yours
What you see is not a reflection of my psychological state, it is yours
 Painful Pleasure
Painful Pleasure
 To get lost and not found
To get lost and not found
I felt you watching
I felt you watching
A Dreamer's Dance
A Dreamer's Dance
 Conditioned:: Never satisfied
Conditioned:: Never satisfied
My body as an intimate memoir that revels the vulnerable
My body as an intimate memoir that revels the vulnerable
 I ask my body and I listen
I ask my body and I listen
 There is no one more fearless than one who is egoless
There is no one more fearless than one who is egoless
 Unconsciously Performing
Unconsciously Performing
Confronting Loss and Pain
Confronting Loss and Pain
 In a repertoire of gestures
In a repertoire of gestures
 Psychopomp//Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
Psychopomp//Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
 Emotional Beast
Emotional Beast
 I saw them evicted: The whole house shakes
I saw them evicted: The whole house shakes
 Lost in a thick heavy daze
Lost in a thick heavy daze
 Unspeakable Yearning
Unspeakable Yearning
 I don't smile when I dance because of all those years of conditioning but today I smiled in this dank old basement filled with bones because I wasn't really there, I was in a memory with you.
I don't smile when I dance because of all those years of conditioning but today I smiled in this dank old basement filled with bones because I wasn't really there, I was in a memory with you.
Screaming in to these old bones: sounds by IVY
Screaming in to these old bones: sounds by IVY
 Stuck in sendings that never reach destionation: Restore Restore Yourself
Stuck in sendings that never reach destionation: Restore Restore Yourself
 Hurting not injured
Hurting not injured
 Wanting to be noticed not wanting to be found
Wanting to be noticed not wanting to be found
How do You Feel
How do You Feel
 Look at the beautiful mess we've made
Look at the beautiful mess we've made
 Hushhhh Hushhhh
Hushhhh Hushhhh
 By killing the ego you saw a way to survive and you were full
By killing the ego you saw a way to survive and you were full
 The root of our suffering
The root of our suffering
 Heavy Shadows
Heavy Shadows
 I love my vagina and no you can't have it
I love my vagina and no you can't have it
 SAFE SPACE IS A LIE
SAFE SPACE IS A LIE
 To The Man Who Married a Fairy
To The Man Who Married a Fairy
 Dance at Dune
Dance at Dune
 Not a performance: stuck
Not a performance: stuck
I am. Call me what you like
I am. Call me what you like
 Nature will kill this body if it can
Nature will kill this body if it can
 I need this, you don't need to like it
I need this, you don't need to like it
 It is never just one thing
It is never just one thing
 Disappeared for One Day
Disappeared for One Day
 OK comes and goes
OK comes and goes
 Some nights are tragic
Some nights are tragic
 LOOP:: all time related to reality
LOOP:: all time related to reality
 Truth in nightmares
Truth in nightmares
 Planes of awareness
Planes of awareness
 Heal Yourself
Heal Yourself
 Hear the voice of the most familiar other
Hear the voice of the most familiar other
 Ripples from the Ruins
Ripples from the Ruins
 Trapped in this place
Trapped in this place
 Vagina
Vagina
 None here by that name
None here by that name
 Please don't presume to know me
Please don't presume to know me
On a Bed of Spiderwebs
This one is for the trees And I was so ashamed that everyone could see That I'm a lonesome uprooted crippled burned down sorted to pieces dying tree
It is problematic to consume without caution
From here I can see our mistakes
This place
Intimate Aggression with Quenton StuckeyChosen for Otion Front's Dance Art Video Screening, "Incriminate the Intimate," curated by Jerome AB and Gina Chiappetta.The focus of this screening pertains to blurring dichotomies of tenderness & aggression, care & violence, sentiment & apathy, private versus public. INCRIMINATETHEINTIMATE is a specially curated evening of short films that serve to expand this dialogue — unveiling vulnerable crevices that lay between so-called polarities. Each piece both embraces and negates these perceived dualities.This night featured shorts by: MADBOOTS DANCEMinnie Bennett + Sarah ZapataJillian Lauren Goodwin + Quenton StuckeyFlucT#BOOMERANGColemanCollectiveSharleen Noha Chidiac + Marcus Paul McDonaldBarronian Payton + Merritt Meacham#MSHRslowdangerOTIUMPRIMA PRIMOMarious Augustous Galeanous + Marious Augustous GaleanousThomas Gibbons + Michael Scanlon& Seye Isikalu
They emanate from the place
SPILL SPACE: Otion Front Studio Residency// Movement Sessions
Mourning mother
Comfortably Familiar
So much I've been hiding
How Could You
The elaboration of emotions in visual-motor representations help us to work through the uncertainty independently of cognition
For those who seek to be transformed rather than entertained
Serious Life Decisions
Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
We are only as good as our tools
Choreographed by Pain
I don't believe in anything but my own intuition
I am not afraid This is not suffering This is not pain I have no regrets My heart leaves nothing behind Thank you Thank you Thank you
Progress is painfully slow
Embodied Land
Take the help you can get
Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
Oversaturated and flushed with fever, you are not tired, you are drained
You are dead. You are reading this but you are dead.
Scorpion Queen
It struggles painfully against its own conditioning
A dance till death
Seek exquisite efficiency
Entering BERLIN
Casual Melancholia
OH HOW I MISS YOU
My body is not mine; it is your dollhouse to play in. It has been taken from me. It belongs to all
Memories:: between honesty and lies
Expanding
On a bed of spiderwebs I think of how to change myself
The subconscious is speaking
Death doesn't come at the end, it's been growing inside you all along
As a child I believed I could speak to the trees, hear the moon, and see the whispers of energy living things left behindMusic by Casual Melancholia
An unquiet mind never sleeps
SPILL SPACE: : Otion Front Studio Residency//Performance
Dwelling in the realm of the human spirit
You know who you are
Hazey Daze
On the fifth day she ran through 8lbs of hot glue
Arts Letters and Numbers: Day One of Residency
Nonverbally with you
I Wonder If They all Came Out of the Wallpaper as I DidInspired by Inspired by 'The Yellow Wallpaper' by Charlotte Perkins Gilman
A heavy charge
Complete but not finished
These Houses are Alive
Let meaning be immanent
"hush"
The monster you lie with is your own
Big Cheese - Thank You
This house is alive
I'm healing in here
The mind will disobey the heart and your entire body will let you know
It is hard to move under all this heavy: Soundscape by : Causal Melancholia
All I know is that it rained when I asked for rain
Echoing Into the Past
Suffering is Necessary
Strength through introspection
Shadow Licker
Spitting Bits of My Soul
INter
Sleep is for the weak:: Tonight I will bring you the moon
It didn't make sense until now
Wait for the pain to be over
SHe
Depression often feels like knowing too much
The only relief is dance or death
More soft surrender less fight
Herding in and out
HEROINE
Wounded Healer
Shedding Skin and Harmful Stories under the Scorpio Moon
Flooded Boundaries
Tried to be open, prefer to be closed
Wishing to be no name I surrender this body Bleed me
Safety In Symmetry
Battling with herself stuck in sendings that never reach destination Restore restore yourselfQuestion Everything
With wisdom comes despair: Die Well
See the Unseeable::The wounded healer is no longer wounded
My vulnerability is my strength
Dangerously beautiful are metaphors to illusions
The more we are achieving advances in science, the more we seem to fear and deny the reality of death
Psychopomp// Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
Forgive me I have been lonely
A disembodied being trying to tell you something
I am a memory
How do you want to die
NoBody Seeking to be EveryBody
When body steals mind
What We Ignore Usually Persists
Building a tiny world in a space I've never seen with only the materials I could carry
How could you live for so long and still not get it
Arts Letters and Numbers:: In this place the past makes itself known
If If we cannot deny death we may attempt to master it
Tempelhof Airport: feeling the past
Psychopomp//Collaboration with artist NIRE
The inanimate world has such impeachable wisdom: no thought
No Way Out
Inherited Body
Bird Song
A revelling walk
Measuring aspects of the personality by processing projections of the inner self
IMPOROVE [d]
Exploration of the subconscious is a doorway to transformation
Take care of each other
Dancing in a German Death Garden
Raw Motion
Find me on the other side
Life as the dream
The mind took over to remember while the body waited for release
How many times did you say that to me
A comfortable familiar: I found you at the market and I will try not to appropriate what is not mine
Echoing into the Past Everything fades away
The Breakdown
A Scream into the Abyss
The one who knows something knows they know nothing
Landscapes of Tsarimir
Processing
Keeping a secret hurts my insides
Aged blame
Edited by fear
Desire to Disappear
Death as the awakening
Lies they feed us have us running in circles
She lives in a past. A twin that doesn't know she isn't you.
I am a mirror
Get Out
Our Fear of Death is Based on a Misunderstanding
Lost Memory
Language in gestures
Tempelhof Airport: Sometimes the past makes itself known
The Land adopts and you adapt
The added weight will make us stronger
Intense and Isolated
Emanating from the place itself
Trying not to over think it
You saw my body: Stupid girl he thought
Is this yours or mine
Don't go
The only dancing ape
Dying is an opportunity
Vulnerable
Oh fuck, I was careless again
Deep Inside Her
Wait Wait all we do is wait
What you see is not a reflection of my psychological state, it is yours
Painful Pleasure
To get lost and not found
I felt you watching
A Dreamer's Dance
Conditioned:: Never satisfied
My body as an intimate memoir that revels the vulnerable
I ask my body and I listen
There is no one more fearless than one who is egoless
Unconsciously Performing
Confronting Loss and Pain
In a repertoire of gestures
Psychopomp//Collaboration with musical artist NIRE
Emotional Beast
I saw them evicted: The whole house shakes
Lost in a thick heavy daze
Unspeakable Yearning
I don't smile when I dance because of all those years of conditioning but today I smiled in this dank old basement filled with bones because I wasn't really there, I was in a memory with you.
Screaming in to these old bones: sounds by IVY
Stuck in sendings that never reach destionation: Restore Restore Yourself
Hurting not injured
Wanting to be noticed not wanting to be found
How do You Feel
Look at the beautiful mess we've made
Hushhhh Hushhhh
By killing the ego you saw a way to survive and you were full
The root of our suffering
Heavy Shadows
I love my vagina and no you can't have it
SAFE SPACE IS A LIE
To The Man Who Married a Fairy
Dance at Dune
Not a performance: stuck
I am. Call me what you like
Nature will kill this body if it can
I need this, you don't need to like it
It is never just one thing
Disappeared for One Day
OK comes and goes
Some nights are tragic
LOOP:: all time related to reality
Truth in nightmares
Planes of awareness
Heal Yourself
Hear the voice of the most familiar other
Ripples from the Ruins
Trapped in this place
Vagina
None here by that name
Please don't presume to know me
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